Lost.
Okay maybe I’m pretty messed up these days.
Like suddenly the weight was lifted off my shoulder (actually not really, some work still remains undone). No more Ohio or Portland dreams =) (I had no idea why I’m so drawn to these kind of schools haha). I felt a little lost as I submitted my application withdrawals, like I’m such an unfaithful lover and so forth.
But then it’s done. And I’m left with so much free time that I started taking my study at school seriously and helping others just to fill it.
I’ve been a little distraught for a while but I guess it got better. Maybe that’s why I find myself on tumblr again typing these lines. I thought I found myself but I didn’t. It’s like all of a sudden all my values disappeared. I stopped making art for so long that I don’t know what would happen if I pick up my brushes again.
I’m not ready.
Nevertheless, I’m gonna buy myself a film camera very soon :) which is “hard to use but totally worth it”. I will also keep up with my random writings (and hopefully some papers to get ready for next year :|). Somehow I have the feeling that this would really take me somewhere. I don’t know where I’m heading to, but I shall go with the flow anyway.
On a side note, I found out (though a little late) that I accidentally fall into Bryn Mawr’s stereotype. I didn’t like it as much as the Ohio and Portland lovers, but well, I guess it just takes some getting used to.
Penn in 7 months, 20 mins to Philadelphia. And I can’t even remember where a state is now :| Tell me if you happen to live nearby, maybe we can meet :)
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exodushoneyy said:
hey babe ;)
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